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Taul “Toy Crusher” Waters is a Jacksonville, Florida–based artist whose practice evolved the way street knowledge usually does: illegally, obsessively, and with a sense of humor sharp enough to draw blood. He cut his teeth in graffiti and illustration, learning early how to communicate fast, loud, and without permission. That foundation expanded into graphic design, painting, digital illustration, and blogging—each medium treated as another surface to disrupt, remix, or interrogate. His work balances discipline with defiance, blending professional execution with the residue of alley walls, sketchbooks, and long nights spent refining ideas that refused to behave. Taul draws inspiration from hip hop culture, drum and bass rhythms, science fiction, horror, skateboard graphics, and the kind of absurd life experiences you only understand after surviving them. More recently, his exploration of synthography has pushed his visual language into stranger territory, where machines collaborate in the chaos rather than clean it up. Darkly comical and deliberately confrontational, his work invites viewers to laugh first, think second, and then realize they’ve been implicated the entire time.
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Sunday, April 19, 2026

Episode 20: Liminal Animal


I've probably said this before, but Eleven22 is like the Planet Fitness of churches...


Winter. 2008. I didn't know it at the time, but this photo is one of the last of me making a public appearance. It was around this time - due to a series of consecutive life events - that anxiety would start to take a hold. It manifested - publicly, no less - a couple of years later, but we'll get to that eventually. Anyway, this was painted in front of Cafe 331 on Forsythe in downtown Jax for a crowd of maybe about 10 people. It was cold, fam, nobody wanted to stand there for more than a few minutes to literally watch paint dry...

...from The Archives:
FREESTYLES FROM 2000

I fully realize that from the context of reading this blog, looking at these images for the first time may spark a line of questioning in most people's brains. Probably foremost is "Why? Why post photos of work done almost 3 decades ago instead of what you've been doing recently?" The answer to that is simple: I reignited this flame of a blog to produce a digital catalog of where I came from as an artist; to not only showcase the progress of my creative ventures, but also to illustrate the psychological meanderings and musings of someone who's lived as an outsider. A celebration of the weird and obscure, if you will. I can promise you this, though: if you can bear with me you'll get it by the time my catalogue catches up with the current date.

Imagine the amount of work you'd have to put in to be labeled as a "rogue archaeologist"...

From Big Think:

HOW EXPERIMENTAL ARCHAEOLOGISTS ARE SOLVING ANCIENT MYSTERIES

How experimental archaeologists are solving ancient mysteries by Big Think

Sam Kean examines how rogue archaeologists are recreating the sounds, tastes, smells, and practices of the ancient past.

Read on Substack

Because I've ventured into synthography, I'm going to start calling myself a "rogue artist". Eat that, street artists. It has to be extremely interesting work to recreate what humans from the distant past experienced via the senses. Remember, canned air fresheners and Yankee candles weren't a thing back then. They may have had something better - or way worse - but also keep in mind that flatulence has been a human thing since time immemorial. (I don't know if that's true; Also, I had to look up "immemorial" to make sure I spelled it correctly)

I've always said that this type of horror - Liminal Horror - is the future...

EXIT 8 TRAILER

From Exit 8:

"地下鉄の改札を出て白い地下通路を歩いていく。天井には【出口8】の看板。しかしいつまでも出口に辿り着くことができない。何度もすれ違う同じ男に違和感を感じ、やがて自分が同じ通路を繰り返し歩いていることに気付く。そして壁に掲示されている、謎めいた【ご案内】を見つける。通路のどこかに【異変】があれば引き返し、なければそのまま前に進む。【1番出口】【2番出口】【3番出口】…正しければ【8番出口】に近づき、見落とすと【0番出口】に戻る。次々と現れる不可解な異変を見つけ、絶望的にループする無限回廊から抜け出すことができるのか?  インディーゲームクリエイターのKOTAKE CREATE氏がたったひとりで制作し、累計販売本数180万本超の世界的大ヒットを記録したゲーム『8番出口』が実写映画化。「あのゲームをどうやって映画に?」と謎につつまれた映画プロジェクトだったが、わずか30秒の特報映像と俳優・二宮和也の主演情報が解禁されると、爆発的に全世界に拡散され、Xのポストが2900万インプレッション超えをするという「異変」が発生。その他の登場人物については「VIVANT」で強烈な個性を放った河内大和、唯一無二の存在感を放ち続ける国民的ミューズ・小松菜奈など、数少ない出演者情報のみが公開されている。『告白』『悪人』『君の名は。』『怪物』など数々の映画を製作し、初監督作『百花』で第70回サン・セバスティアン国際映画祭にて日本人初となる最優秀監督賞を受賞した川村元気が監督・脚本を務めた本作は、第78回カンヌ国際映画祭オフィシャルセレクション【ミッドナイト・スクリーニング部門】に選出。超日本的な地下通路映画は、瞬く間に世界へと羽ばたき、カンヌの地で開催されたワールドプレミアで「圧倒的に新しい映画体験!」「重層的かつ現代的なテーマが編み込まれ、まったく新しいゲームの映画化となっていた」「まさかの展開、緻密な物語に驚かされた!」と絶賛され、アジア、ヨーロッパなど既に30以上の国と地域での上映が決定。いま最も、世界から公開を待ち望まれている日本映画となっている。そしてきたる8月29日、全世界に先駆けて映画『8番出口』が日本公開となる。"

>>> READ THE REST HERE <<<

Y'all already know, straight up, I have zero clue as to what any of that says and I didn't bother to translate it either. (I did, but I'm not telling any of you...) I trust that it explains a brief synopsis of the film and adds value to your day. I also wanted to mess with everyone's tolerance of my shenanigans and to show respect to the Japanese by not altering the text from one of their websites. Just know, this one gets weird.

The Hip Hop culture just lost a pathfinder...

AFRIKA BAMBAATAA PASSES AWAY AT 67
From MINT:

Hip-hop pioneer Afrika Bambaataa has died at the age of 67, TMZ reported. The influential DJ and producer passed away early Thursday in Pennsylvania, with the cause of death linked to complications from cancer.

Born Lance Taylor in the Bronx, New York, Bambaataa is widely regarded as one of the architects of hip-hop culture, alongside DJ Kool Herc and Grandmaster Flash.
>>> READ THE REST HERE <<<

I had the privilege of seeing Bambaataa play in Orlando at what used to be a weekly called Sunday School back in '94 or '95 and the energy was unmatched. He played some of the most obscure and reknowned breaks alike - plus the Orlando Zulu Chapter b-boys had an elite cypher going the whole set. It's moments like that I wish smartphones were a thing just so I could have the footage of that night. My condolences to his family and friends.

AFRIKA BAMBAATAA & THE SOULSONIC FORCE - PLANET ROCK (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)


I can't even begin to express how relevant this is...

THE FUNCTIONAL MELANCHOLIC - LOST IN LIMINAL SPACE: THE BACKROOMS AND THE INSTITUTIONAL GOTHIC

I don't want to say anything about the video because it's a highly interesting watch, but one of the most profound things I've heard him say in another separate video was this:
"Here's the thing: Life becomes a little less terrifying when you realize that it's not a test that you pass or fail. It's just a weird, crazy, unintentional absurd comedy that you've been cast in without an audition. Riders On The Storm."
>>> VIEW CHANNEL HERE <<<

This flick had me questioning shadows for a few hours...

TRAUMATIKA TRAILER

From IMDB:
"Mikey's worst nightmares turn into a waking horror when his mother begins exhibiting disturbing signs of demonic possession. As a dark, malevolent force takes hold, Mikey is plunged into a terrifying battle for his family's survival. What he's about to face will not only haunt him for the rest of his life but will set off a chain of unspeakable events, leaving devastation in its wake. As the entity's curse threatens to spread, Mikey must confront a sinister evil that seeks to claim countless lives, binding his family's fate to a terror that will endure for generations. —Horror Brains"
>>> READ THE REST HERE <<<

This is a strange watch because it begins in a first person, found footage aesthetic - which they should've stuck with - then turns into a very disturbing story about childhood trauma and the occult. What I enjoyed most about it is the imagery; the possession sequences are majorly offputting and provide a dark visual experience. The element that takes away from it, if I have to mention it, would be the storytelling. It's a good watch and I think any horror fan will enjoy it, despite it's minor flaws.

I honestly don't do this enough here...

CONRAD SUBS - CYLINDER EP
From METALHEADZ:
" Conrad Subs continues his run of releases on Metalheadz, this time landing on Metalheadz Platinum for the first time with the 'Cylinder EP'.

The Ipswich-based producer has built a reputation through a slew of releases rooted in drum and bass tradition, paired with a sharp, modern edge. His sound draws on the core elements of the genre while maintaining a consistency that now sees him land on Metalheadz vinyl for the first time, with four tracks built to do the heavy lifting. "
Jiggery Pokery has to be my choice from this EP; it's definitely high adherence to the Metalheaz sound. I even get a sense of Biotic, but much more modern. You can check out all of the tracks on the EP here:

>>> LISTEN HERE <<<


I'ma head out, but as I spend my life scouring the internet rest assured I will always find weird things like this video...

Stay up!

TEMUDO - U USED TO LAUGH AT MY JOKES


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Sunday, March 15, 2026

EPISODE 19: Daggers & Darts


If you ask me, the Chik Fil A drive-thru is doing entirely too much. If it's 8:00 at night, I don't want to pull up and have to talk to a child about various types of chicken sandwiches. I'll just go and talk to this big square machine, ma'am...

There was a brief moment in history where I assumed I could grow my dreds back, but quickly discovered that was a delusion. The above image is photo documentation of that fact. I painted this at what was then called Endo Exo live for a Stupid Fly event hosted by Qel Droma around the beginning of 2010 (boy was that a strange year to remember). I actually ended up selling the finished piece I painted that night, was approached for a custom commission, met a lovely young lady with actual dredlocks, and another DJ with a bad attitude...

...From the Archives:
FREESTYLES FROM 2000

You can tell I'm the type of person who just draws whatever. These days I try to come up with concepts, but most of the time the MO is just draw random lines until something appears - something I learned from my art teacher in high school. What takes shape will tell you a ton about your psyche, though. Just a heads up.

If this takes place in Texas, I'm staying away from Texas...

DOLLY TRAILER

Another sinister year lined up for horror and it's gems like this that are keeping it interesting. I'm actually having a hard time keeping up with all the films that have been showing up lately. If they keep coming with the creepy/weird combo like Dolly, I'll probably be spending money I shouldn't. The creators Rod Blackhurst and Brandon Weavil stick with the traumatizing gore trend while also taking it back to The Hills Have Eyes kind of vibes. I'll keep it a buck, I wouldn't even begin to know how to try to fight a huge brolic psycho dressed like a doll. Not only that, did the wig have to be blonde?


You may be intelligent, but are you London Cabbie intelligent?...

From Big Think:

MEMORIZING LONDON'S 25,000 STREETS CHANGES CABBIES’ BRAINS — AND MAY PREVENT ALZHEIMER’S
Big Think / Sarah Soryal
"By Frank Jacobs

To the casual observer, a London taxi driver is just a guy who knows a shortcut to Heathrow and has strong opinions on local weather and politics (“This bloody Starmer and his leftie government”). But to a neuroscientist, that cabbie is a miracle of neuroplasticity.

Why? Because you can’t become a London cabbie without mastering “The Knowledge.” As they cram the chaotic layout of one of the world’s most complex city grids into their heads, aspiring cabbies don’t just learn a map. They physically redesign and grow their brain."
>>> READ THE REST HERE <<<

Just reading about memorizing that many city streets made me want to cry. You wonder why cabbies used to have such terrible, standoffish attitudes but then you read articles like this and realize "this guy's just trying to remember where tf he's going so the passenger doesn't murder him". They were also cranky because they used to get jumped out on a lot. I had a roommate that was a cabbie once and he told me some gangster ass stories, lemme tell you. Uber and Lyft drivers have it soft compared to the old school cab drivers. I used to drive Uber and I can personally attest that some drunk woman puking in the back of your car is peanuts compared to having a glock pulled on you.

Bruh, did they really just make a Hungry Hippos live action movie with a straight face?...

HUNGRY HUNGRY HIPPOS TRAILER

From DEADLINE:

‘HUNGRY’: FIRST LOOK AT HIPPO THRILLER STARRING MADISON DAVENPORT
'Hungry' Mark Cassa
" The pic centers on a group of holidaymakers who must fight for their lives against a rampaging hippo after becoming lost in the Louisiana swamplands.

Davenport stars with Joaquim de Almeida (Road House), Tracey Bonner (The Exorcism), Jim Meskimen (Apollo 13), Samantha Coughlan (Damage), Olivia Bernstone (Mood) Michel Curiel (She Hulk: Attorney At Law) and River Codack (Under the Bridge).

The film is written and directed by James Nunn (One Shot trilogy), produced by Ben Jacques (One Shot trilogy) and executive-produced by Signature Films’ CEO Marc Goldberg and Head of Production & Development Sarah Gabriel (Riff Raff, Trap House). Capture will continue sales at this week’s European Film Market. "

I'm not...nah...


...this clan is in the year 3030...

HATE COLLECTIVE
FHASE 87 — LOST

>>> VIEW CHANNEL HERE <<<

From SoundCloud:

HATE promotes the best electronic, techno-oriented releases.

HATE on Soundcloud is all about exclusive Podcast Series & Premieres Cycle.

Mix series, born in October 2016, includes works from artists who are involved in the development of our channel and provide the tone of HATE Collective for a long time. Past records from them you can find on our YouTube channel.

After only one year from its birth, HATE podcast series was mentioned by Telekom Electronic Beats as one of "10 Techno Podcasts Every Techno Head Should Know": www.electronicbeats.net/the-feed/10-t…no-head-hear/

Follow us here: www.youtube.com/c/HATE www.instagram.com/hate_collective/ www.facebook.com/hatecollective/

Contact us here: hatemusic1@gmail.com
We've come a long way on the internet since the days of RealPlayer and Winamp. To find a consistent source of good techno during the dial-up days was akin to winning a mid amount of cash on your state lottery. Now I can just navigate to one platform and have enough good music to last me for weeks. Shout out to the HATE Collective. What a time to be alive...

We finally got a teaser for the new Backrooms film...

BACKROOMS TEASER TRAILER

I'm going to refrain from talking about this too much more because I'd really hate to be disappointed about something this monumental happening within the history of the horror genre. Just know I'm super excited...

I must have listened to this at least 7 times over the years...

SAMURAI MUSIC PODCAST 023 - PESSIMIST MIX

I'm surprised I haven't posted this by now. I honestly think I may have posted it somewhere and just don't remember, which is highly likely. The tone and mood set by Pessimist has sparked a whole slew of different creative concepts over the years for me, and this specific mix is a big part of how I got into the Samurai Music camp's music. I'm all about the dark, gritty soundscapes on this side so it would be easy for me to get carried away and go through all of their mixes in one sitting.

Aight, I'ma head out but I wanted to mention that I just got around to watching Keeper and after the third viewing I now look like the picture below trying to analyze and assess why they chose to end it so weird. I'm sure there are a slew of break down videos out there to scour through, though.

Also, did y'all know there's a whole slew of free horror movies sitting up on YouTube? Granted 80% of them are corny af, but true horror fans don't really care that much about that. Anyway...

Stay up!

JOHN ROLODEX - THE KNIFE DRAWER


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